Sunday, 21 July 2013

The Red Snow

(Part-1)


Slowly, I stripped off the curtains aside

The drape that hindered the white moon light 



White was the colour of the lawn that spread


White was the colour of the Alps ahead.


Laid behind me were the folks from my land
Casual, indolent snoring like a band

Little did they care of the air outside

Neither did they notice that uncanny ride.




I followed a bunch of men, through my gaze


While still trying to wipe off the window haze

Wind that night was hideous and chill

Only when I could see beyond the window sill,



Four men rose to take on two
A girl and a boy with nothing they could do

The boy being bashed; the girl did plead


The cold goons ensured the two must bleed




I ran to the stairs as fast as I could

Watchmen dozed under his night hood

The clamour of the quiet that I then saw

Could have made even the bravest heart thaw



 . . . to be continued

Monday, 3 September 2012

When I woke up One Night

(Excerpts from a King’s Diary)


I ain’t any special one
My life was just a normal run
Verses below shall tale the plight
When, just like any other, I woke up one night.


A regular one, while not too bright
Through the subconscious, I pinched myself light
Casually i tried to lift aside
The scion left foot over the right


The left foot landed in no man’s land
My mouth felt like a pail of dry sand
A horror ran down through my spine
Right leg was missing till the knee line
I shoved upright my officious torso
One that boasted of its ego also
Frantically i searched for the missing part
Part that drove this human cart
Dejected i embraced my misery tight
When, just like any other, i woke up one night.


Excruciating pain i could feel it within
World will treat me as a pitiable sin
Can’t even fetch water to drink
How would i earn my imminent living?
Commiserating pals and kinsmen will surround
None to twig the misery, to which i am bound
A posture that poised, none dared to try
A head that always was held very high
Like a heap of flesh lied in fright
When, just like any other, I woke up one night.


From days to weeks to months on the cushion
Solitude helped me bring to fruition
A man may be born with a silver spoon
Retires to heavens but how many croon
Depends on how well you curbed the dearth
Fact is you pay back in the same birth
I may be a king but what am I now
A useless lump to which none shall bow
Doomed with this fate of an internal fight
When, just like any other, I woke up one night.


And one fine day, when I could take it no more
The day I realized how bliss will galore
 I clutched my right thigh with both my hands
On one leg I carried myself into the stands
The anxious crowd dead silent as I appeared
An ‘unworthy’ ‘coward’ ‘lame’ king ‘disfigured’
Addressing them with the learnings on the cushion
The crowd listened to me in an awe-struck fashion
From courts men, to cobbler; from merchant to knight
When, just like any other, I woke up one night.


Assurance that I gave my men from then on
The kingdom shall see yet another dawn
If a demolished man like I can rise
So can you, O’ my kinship wise
The day light awaits, clear your sight
Through perseverance, the passion you need to ignite
Set your horizons and strengthen your might
Just like your king when he woke up ‘that’ night

Saturday, 21 July 2012

Journey with ‘Her’



It started with a nil
With intentions to climb a hill
A journey towards the helm
Through the hurdles of the realm

Long before I could envision
Long before I could set upon a mission
One soft hand held my arm
One prettiest face to my charm

A road that I promised ‘Her’ to tread
A road till I start earning my bread
She looked at me with divine faith
‘Her’ silent solemn, not a word she said
Hard it was to realize what she meant
Hard it’s still to realize what she underwent

The journey was rough, tough to abort
But I always had ‘Her’ silent support
Neither a second thought, nor a hasty blink
‘Her’ divine presence made the hurdles sink

She helped the fallen me stand on feet
She encouraged me to conquer any feat

When the road grew longer and horizon hazy
During the journey when at times I acted crazy
I could see ‘Her’ lap, mellow as a desert-rose
‘Her’ damp and concerned eyes, inviting me close.

If heavens were to open they start from here
If hell is something then it’s ‘Her’ frowning stare
Sacrificing ‘Her’ desires, she made me a good human being
Neither tears nor pain only smiles to keep me going

And now I look back when I can earn my bread
Through the hardships, the turmoil that one can dread
She has seen them all and been through all
In the modern world she has made me stand tall

I salute to ‘Her’ will, I bow to her strength
I bow to almighty for sending ‘Her’ as a friend
For every birth I pray send ‘Her’ for me
For every moment I pray keep ‘Her’ close to me

A bed of roses for ‘Her’ is all that I dream
A wonderful life for ‘Her’ – to almighty I scream
For this special place cannot be taken by any other
For me it’s only ‘Her’ – the world calls her ‘My Mother’

The greatest learning


Hooo Hooo Baaa.....Thump!!
I have finally landed on a moon-like surface after crawling on earth for some 25 years. Please do not take this statement as it sounds as I will now familiarize you with the different analogies displayed in it. Firstly, its a jump - a leap rather, from one phase of life to another. Secondly, a moon-like surface because this phase is definitely at a higher intensity and a higher mental altitude than the previous one and just like the spots in moon this phase will have some rough patches too although predominantly it will shine and glitter with charm (I am sure it will and I am not being too optimistic!). Thirdly, I was crawling on earth's surface as life used to be very normal, very passive and most of all it used to be the way I wanted it to be.
But,
the leap has taken place. The much awaited has happened. The gears of life have shifted yet again but this time to attain a pace greater than ever before along with some huge responsibilities on the shoulders.
Life is not going to be the same because there is another life associated to it now. My spouse, my better or rather my best half, my wife, my second soul.
She is not like me and I am not like her. She doesn't like cricket, I can't live without it. She loves shopping, shopping is a nightmare for me. She doesn't like dancing, dance is my passion. She doesn't speak much, I can't stop blurting for hours. She likes
 saas-bahusoaps, I fall asleep when they are on. She likes English songs, I like soft Hindi songs. She doesn't express her feelings, I don't leave any stone unturned when it comes to expressing my feelings. She has a sister with whom she shares everything, I have none. She is a true theist, I am an agnostic.
Obviously, such attributes were known to me earlier as well, but Despite so many contrasting attributes we have taken vows now because we developed a bond. We have made promises to each other. We are one.
So, from here onwards, it will never be 'I', it will be 'WE'... Always...
Yes, we are no more bachelors now. We are married. From a boy and a girl to a man and a woman. This feeling does give us
 goose flesh but this is something which will contribute to the largest part of our lives' learning. It's not just "My Life" now. It's our life.C'EST NOTRE VIE.
A different sort of education begins now. The
 Grihistha as it is called has begun.
Let us stand
 up to it.
Let us live it with smiles on our faces.
Let us contribute to it in our best possible way.
Let us give it what it needs to cement it.
Let us lay the foundation of the strongest home ever.
Let us keep ourselves and the people around us happy.
Let us hold our hands to fight against the unwanted.
Let us build up the courage to absorb the unexpected.
Let us build up the trust to help each other walk when one is blindfolded.
Let us make this relationship the most cherished possession of our lives.
Let us Rock!

The Charm of Distance


Those were the days when I was a student
Never realized how quickly life had bent,
Last exams of life and books were already away,
Those were the days, not so long back, when we would just sway.

Girls and women were things being fantasized
How to kill time was something I never emphasized
When one fine day, mom came up with a solution
Let’s find you a girl out of your imagination.

A girl who would swore with you for life
A girl who would soon be called your wife
I questioned her back as I skipped a beat
I could sense some coldness in the scorching heat

Why do you want to put me in wedlock?
Is there no other ship to drown in the dock?
She pacified me as she has always done,
Let’s start the search now before left are none

The first day uncle took us on the hunt
A girl opened the door, my reaction - 'blunt'.
Quite a meeting it was, which was not
Exchanged glances were never given a thought.

For several following days the hunt kept on
Some made me WOW!, some made me yawn
Few days later, uncle asked me to rethink
On something which, on the first day of hunt, had just passed by like a blink.

How can just one meeting decide your fate,
Was something which I was not able to digest
I gave it a long thought and came to a conclusion
'Let’s meet up again and then arrive at a decision'

We decided to meet up over lunch
And then began a story of a colorful flower bunch.
Honey chilly potatoes never tasted that good,
Few smiles over lunch like laughters of childhood.

The fragrance that was drowned away
In the kitchen of 'her' home the first day
Was everywhere around me today
I didn’t want to let 'her' go away

The very next day I was there with my stand
Ready to call 'her' and ask for ''her' magical hand
But then I heard something grave coated in honey
“I am not ready for this and let’s leave it to destiny”

I felt a little broke, but later pacified myself,
Why to worry for books which are not yet on the shelf?
I moved on and the hunt continued
But the thought of her denial kept me glued

Then one fine day, out of the blues
A mail came to me, to my amuse
A mail that regretted of decision made in haste,
A mail that wanted this alliance not go waste.

A mail that would turn our wheels of fate
A mail that marked the finding of my mate
For this alliance can be challenged by none
The alliance that merges 2 souls into one

The families congratulated, they were elated
But one thing in my mind now haunted
Just a couple of days and I’ll be off
Dear, oh dear, I’ll miss you a lot

Miles of distance between us will soon be there
The thought gave me shivers as I was not aware
Met her for the last time before my departure
A meeting I can never forget, your void will be a torture.

And then with a heavy heart, I arrived here
Numb was the feeling, wished ‘you’ were here
Monday of May and the job began its toll
Even the classy Deere couldn’t make me forget all

Then I found a solution to bring you close to me
Let the technology of Video Chat bind thee
The feeling of seeing u again was just so heavenly
Miles between us yet we sit so closely

The days will pass, the seconds will tick away
Let us wait together, for our big day
For the heavens will come down, the gods will shower their blessings
The winds will sing the song with aroma of jasmine dressings

Like we exchanged the rings, we’ll now exchange the garlands
The world will come to see us together, from the far lands
And then will unite the souls of you and I
Promises of next several births and this painful time will just fly.
- with Love
               Ankit

Reminiscence


Reminiscing the last 2 years,
At the end of a sojourn
Brings me to tears
That they end so soon
Loads of ups and loads of downs
I’ve seen them all, I’ve been through all
Yet I managed to keep my ground
And here I begin a tale easily found
1st sem was a learning time
A pinch of sugar but a lot of lime
My maiden hostel-life and the “dis”-orientation to begin
PDPs that popularize to lectures not so keen.
Subjects far from logic
And no pretty faces around
That’s what marked my 1st sem
that went without a sound.
2nd sem came in with a big bang
When all of us had formed our own gang
Everyday life had new things to preach
But for the teachers there was nothing but to teach
then came the 3rd when I got “exchanged”
it seemed that the world around me had changed
the places that were till now just a part of my dream
stood right in front of me like an icing of cream.
Summers went mostly at home
And Airtel was just a certificate dome
Stipend was nil and petrol price was great
but free food and phone calls did compensate
4th was when the seniority prevailed
Cricket blossomed and academics failed
Cribbing sophomores were indeed fun
And the bhasad that shot in lobbies was awesome
5th was when the priorities changed
From placements that haunted to STPs they ranged
15 companies came and went without me
16th was the one that heard my plea
And now it’s 6th, the final cram
And about my CGPA,
Huh! I don’t give a damn!
Alas! I sum it up for you
with my final adieus
that I will cherish these 2 years
absolutely without any blues.
I’ll miss the parties,
I’ll miss the nights
I’ll miss the DLP
And undoubtedly I’ll miss you guys!